Virulent, Voracious, Infectious.

Dear everyone who follows me and wishes to continue,

after 2 years and 1500 posts, i feel this blog has had a long, happy life. I think it’s time for a new one.

if you wanna keep following, try anxiousinsatiability.tumblr.com; if not, it was fun while it lasted.

over and out,
Alex

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i’ve seen you now three days in a row, and i somehow manage to still miss you even right after i leave,

i’m trying hard not to be clingy, but i seriously miss you so much and i only left you like 20 minutes ago.

WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME?

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fuck you, alex.

fuck you for not being supportive, fuck you for being a selfish whore and letting YOUR feelings get in the way of someone else’s fantastic night. Fuck you, and your emotional baggage. You really should learn how to deal with your feelings, instead of dumping them on the one person you really, really care about with no warning.

FUCK YOU, ALEX YOU SELFISH BITCH.

i wish i could turn off my fucking thoughts.

i wish i wasn’t so terrified by my life right now

i’m tired of feeling like i dont deserve the privileges that everyone else gets handed to them

i bust my ass for you in order to be great, to be the perfect daughter that you want me to be. i appreciate that you hold me to high standards, but occasionally i’d just like some slack. i’m tired of killing myself to please you and getting only a meek response in return.

i have never felt so exhausted in my whole life.